BenC Life!

hi guys, just came back from a 3days2night chalet at pasir ris.:) chalet don really have much people came, but its ok, those who come, thanks alot!:) This chalet i open is not happening, kinda bored, but its ok la. alot of jokes to joke.lol. First day, went to check-in already then went out with my ITE classmates.:) went to watch a movie after that take abit of pictures then walk ard, slowly the 2 girls BF came and they left. so only left we 5 guys. actually weijie,zhenwei&leonard don wanna come de, but when we are eating, they was thinking that they go home also nothing to do and SO, they went home to change and prepare and came to my CHALET!:D thanks guys.:) 2nd day, they left, luen left cause his going out to celebrate his birthday with ahfang so the chalet only left 5 ppl. we woke up at 12plus, drag drag drag till 1plus then go out eat.LOL. after lunch went back to chalet and SLEEP!LOL! wake up again around 7plus. xinsheng reach, and we went to had dinner, luen&fang join us after our food. and after that back to chalet again.lol. chat chat this and that, jovian came too.:) and when it turns to midnight, we drink AbsoluteVodka! it suck.right?LOL. me,andy & luen drink till very high, so we suggested to the redhouse.haha. 5 of us went in, jovian and hongde are outside. nothing much.and so, we head back to chalet AGAIN, still not tired so we played blackjack till 6am then we went to sleep. but i think we drag till like till 7am then sleep? Because theres a DJ disturbing their sleep and which is DjBenC.LOL! this is what we do for the 3days2night chalet.:)

Two more days i'm enlisting to NS. 1 more day to cut botak.:S. i'm not ready to be botak lei.:( but bobian 1, tml don botak, friday also will botak 1.LOL! i'll miss my friends outside! definitely! You guys must takecare alright! free time msg me and update me abt u.:) i'll stop here!takecare ppl! byebye!:)

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Mylife.

Sunday, January 4, 2009 3:57 PM

2 jan.
Went to bbq with friends. or can we say camping?haha. anyway this bbq is celebrating for my friend weiluen's birthday. is a very EARLY celebration.haha. had fun on that night. playing stupid games which is fun.haha. reach home bathe pack this and that, slept at 6plus.force myself to sleep cause i still got to report to work at 1.30pm.-__-!

3jan
yea, went to work, i didn't regret working at there, cause is kinda slack and can see pretty ANG MOH's.hahaha! we finish unpack all the buffet stuffs and drive back to pasir ris outlet. we left there at 12am!? is so late.-__-! when we on the way back to pasirRis, 1 of my colleague name michael, he give me $2 say its the tip, i don want to take cause like $2 only?LOL! and he keep adding till $8 i still don want cause i see his face like kidding with me so i nv take UNTILL he took out a $50.LOL! then i take, at first i thought is my pay for that day BUT its only the tips. my salary for that day will be counted in my upcoming part-time pay.weehoo!LOL! so happy.:D
this week gonna be a very PACK week. and friday enlist to NS! alright, i'll stop here le ba.:) takecare people!:)

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SIGH

Thursday, January 1, 2009 5:31 PM

I couldn't blame you but myself, cause i'm unable to hold on to you.
I couldn't be there when you needed me so much.
I couldn't make you smile when u are sad.
I couldn't do things i promise to you.
Leaving me will be better for u. (i can see u really want it so much.)
I've brought u too much pains.pains which couldn't explain.
I agreed it cause i couldn't make you happy being with me.
I still make u upset.
I've said before, i want you to be happy with me, if i can't do it, i'll agree with you and end.
Anyway, thats the last chance for me i think? and i couldn't cherish.
And i can see that u really don want to be with me anymore. i wouldn't force you.
Goodluck on things you do.and always remember to takecare girl.

- THE END OF STORY -

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Time Flies

Tuesday, December 30, 2008 12:18 AM

Well, time is passing so fast. its gonna be a new year SOON!:)
i really hope things will really get better. i know what i've done for the past few years. i'm not gonna be the same again! i didn't notice that is just NEXT friday i'm going to NS already.:( well, feelings now is kinda sad and unbearable.:'(. i'm really gonna miss her so so much. its really sad. i hope when i'm inside, things would be really fine for you. i'll call you whenever i got the time, even just a LITTLE time.;)i really will be missing u so much while i'm serving NS.:(. friends, i'll also miss u guys, but just a little.haha. Well, while i'm in NS, slowly slowly my friends will be going in to poly / higher nitec. is kinda happy for u guys. but for me, i'll go in NS and plan what should i do after the 2 years.:). AND FRIENDS! please study hard!:).
i'll stop here, cause i'm also sleeping already.:) goodnight guys!takecare! byebye.

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lonely.

Sunday, December 28, 2008 1:11 AM

still thinking about my GPA.:(
i dunno why, suddenly i felt so lonely.
she is busying doing her things and i don wanna disturb her.
no friends wanna go out. or rather busy.
i dunno what i could do.
i dunno what should i do now.
i think the best is i go and sleep and wake up would be better.
BUT! i'm not sleepy.:(. dam bored.
hope that dear faster finish her things then can chat with me.:)
i love you! i miss you.:'(.
stop here.goodbye&takecare!

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DISAPPOINTED!

Saturday, December 27, 2008 1:45 PM

Dam, results are out, i'm so desperate to know my results. I even went all the way down to AMK ITE to reset my acc password and find out how much i got for my GPA. what a disappointment when i saw it. its really SO SO UNFAIR! i pass-up all the work that is been given, i went to school more often, but, why i only got a SO LOW gpa? actually i only want a digit 2 infront. but, i'm still a 1pointer.FUCK THE GPA i GOT! or maybe i should blame myself for not working hard earlier.*sigh*. thats all.goodbye&takecare.

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FUCK!

Sunday, December 7, 2008 4:00 PM

am i really so terrible?
i wonder how, i wonder why.
i got no mood to work later.
WHAT THE FUCK!
WHY AM I LIKE THIS!
FUCK!
FUCK!
FUCK!
FUCK!
FUCK!
FUCK!

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